...and my brain hurts. I should sit down.
...No, seriously.
Anyhow, I've been thinking that maybe a career in the art field just wouldn't be a good thing for me. It all sounds fine and dandy on the surface, but when it comes to working on projects I just barely scrape by in due time (if at all), and I can get burned out really easy creating things (especially for other people). So, when the admissions open back up again I was thinking that maybe applying for something like emergency telecommunications would be a decent idea. I've found a couple of places that have the course, it's a short one semester deal and I would have to get my first aid certificate and heartsaver AED before the start of classes, but it's SHORT. You know? And I like helping people...
There's a couple of other things that perked my interest as well: Develomental services, early childhood education...
I dunno, I just honestly can't see myself creating things for other people. I don't have the drive like I used too and I thought that this semester I would get it back. However, in light of certain circumstances I don't even know if I'll be able to afford to finish the year at this point. I'm getting no help from my dad (who owes me money btw) and limited assistance from other sources, at this point in time I'm in the position where I can't afford to pay for next semester and keep a roof over my head. So, it's either shelter and food for the next couple of months until I can find a job, or pay for the new semester and have nowhere to live and nothing to eat.
So unless things change, needless I won't be finishing my course. I'd rather find a low paying job and survive.
Alright, I'm done mumbling and bitching for the night. Gotta try and get some sleep...
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